Transfer Cancelled

Hello to me followers and those who pop in from time to time so our transfer was cancelled on Thursday the embryos didn't survive the testing so my instructions are to quit all meds shed my lining and start over again. We also have to find a new egg donor as the current now former one will not be used again. Hold up before I go any further let me start over as there is a crisis that is missing from my illustrious tale.

Wednesday night 8:36pm- I get an urgent call and text message from my coordinator Nicole to call the agency owner asap, my mind is racing and I can't think of what has gone possibly wrong to warrant such urgency. I do as asked, and am bummed to find out that after all the drama with purchasing a health insurance plan in time for the February 15th 2015 deadline, missing insurance card and two payments later, our policy may have a surrogacy exclusion WTF really when transfer is hours away and the transfer could possibly be delayed really no way so after 4 hours of back and forth communications between myself, coordinator, insurance agent we come to the conclusion that there is nothing that can be done after hours we just have to wait until the morning and deal with it then.

Thursday Febraury 26th 2015 8:00am- So I go with the game plan as asked and get to the clinic at 8:00 am to say that I am not stressed at this point doesn't do it justice. I speak with the ladies at the reception area and before I forget my cell and mobile charger are now dead, I also have a message waiting for me that my husband called and I am like OMG WTF else can go wrong? credit card issues ,really just pile more shit on this hectic day.

I start to hyperventilate and was encouraged to take one of the valium prescribed for the transfer to get me calm down a make a joke about it we all nervously laugh.

At the end If's were there we hugged and supported each other. there was nothing we could but scratch this cycle and start over. Praying for a new egg donor and success after my monster period comes then it will be back to the injections hormones and sore tushie